have you ever looked at someone
stared in their eyes
constantly think about them
and wonder why
get lost in their black hole
deeper and deeper
as if climbing up a hill
steeper and steeper
your smile make me happy
your laugh makes me sing
even with every hair nappy
i wouldnt change a thing
lighting my world with your voice
brighten my night with you soul
you leave my no other real choice
i gotta let you take over control
too perfect to be governed by me
a mere mortal flawful man
you deserve better
someone who can give you better than i can
If Only
If only I could be young
A timeless piece of history
If only I would be strung
In the God’s heart so blissfully
If only time would not change
And the world no longer wither
If only time would be the same
And history not be so bitter
If only things did not grow old
And not die like the leaves in winter
If only death did not have hold
And its pain in the world not enter
If only ever beautiful thing of mine
Stayed priceless forever a diamond
If only nature’s beauty was mine
My life’s ascent needed no climbin
If only life was everlasting
Like the dreams of old and youth
But unfortunately it is passing
And death becomes its final truth
A timeless piece of history
If only I would be strung
In the God’s heart so blissfully
If only time would not change
And the world no longer wither
If only time would be the same
And history not be so bitter
If only things did not grow old
And not die like the leaves in winter
If only death did not have hold
And its pain in the world not enter
If only ever beautiful thing of mine
Stayed priceless forever a diamond
If only nature’s beauty was mine
My life’s ascent needed no climbin
If only life was everlasting
Like the dreams of old and youth
But unfortunately it is passing
And death becomes its final truth
Poems of a Black Twist in Time: Scars
When I was here and askin you said go away
Now Im here laughin and you plead and pray
Wishing for my forgiveness my old sad heart
But now that's alll gone you've ripped it apart
When I wanted to hold you you pushed me off
When I tried to console you you called me soft
Months upon months i would sacrificed all for you
Hiding my sadness so you wouldnt have to see blue
We were so happy together or so i had thought
Every time i would see you my heart would knot
Your smile my radiant sunshine your eyes its rays
I wanted to bask in the sunlight and sleep for days
Everyday was a treasure with you just being around
even while we were sleeping no one making sound
Late nights on the phone while falling asleep
laughing giggling trying not to make a peep
Thinking about your face made me think of love
It scared me so much but i was hooked like drugs
how funny even know you bring a big smile to my face
but the better part of me knows you must be erased
Erased from my mind erased from my feelings
Erased all that time to erase all that peeling
all the pieces from my heart i had to pick up
I was already on the floor i had to get up
So now im a new person better stronger than ever
A new sense of pride my heart is much more clever
So in a way i have to thank you for teaching me much
Without you i could not perform produce in the clutch
So thanks for the pain thanks for the struggle
thanks for the rain thanks for giving me muscle
through your training ive becomed conditioned for life
I put my heartache in my bag right next to my strife
I keep walking on because now I know i am great
to fill someone up with love and get back hate
No normal person could do that and still be alive
but im still here standing and i will not die
And while not yet a veteran im still not a rookie
you cant throw me a bone or throw me a cookie
now the next one up had better realize fast
they dont oh well they get cut like my grass
Not here to mess around and be ya toy
Im a grown man now not some little boy
So to the muse of this poem you know who yo are
I just wanna say thank you for giving me my scars
Now Im here laughin and you plead and pray
Wishing for my forgiveness my old sad heart
But now that's alll gone you've ripped it apart
When I wanted to hold you you pushed me off
When I tried to console you you called me soft
Months upon months i would sacrificed all for you
Hiding my sadness so you wouldnt have to see blue
We were so happy together or so i had thought
Every time i would see you my heart would knot
Your smile my radiant sunshine your eyes its rays
I wanted to bask in the sunlight and sleep for days
Everyday was a treasure with you just being around
even while we were sleeping no one making sound
Late nights on the phone while falling asleep
laughing giggling trying not to make a peep
Thinking about your face made me think of love
It scared me so much but i was hooked like drugs
how funny even know you bring a big smile to my face
but the better part of me knows you must be erased
Erased from my mind erased from my feelings
Erased all that time to erase all that peeling
all the pieces from my heart i had to pick up
I was already on the floor i had to get up
So now im a new person better stronger than ever
A new sense of pride my heart is much more clever
So in a way i have to thank you for teaching me much
Without you i could not perform produce in the clutch
So thanks for the pain thanks for the struggle
thanks for the rain thanks for giving me muscle
through your training ive becomed conditioned for life
I put my heartache in my bag right next to my strife
I keep walking on because now I know i am great
to fill someone up with love and get back hate
No normal person could do that and still be alive
but im still here standing and i will not die
And while not yet a veteran im still not a rookie
you cant throw me a bone or throw me a cookie
now the next one up had better realize fast
they dont oh well they get cut like my grass
Not here to mess around and be ya toy
Im a grown man now not some little boy
So to the muse of this poem you know who yo are
I just wanna say thank you for giving me my scars
Poems Of A Black Twist In Time
it 10:30 at night, and im still thinking about you
freeest time of my life, and Im lost without you
i dont really understand how to be so confident
be a rock a stone steadfast and a monument
but i feel soft as putty and light as a feather
soggy wet as rain but without the weather
dont really like being a weak man of feelings
cuz it doesnt really stop the pain or the healing
all it does is question my definition of manhood
but with all your radiant beauty what man could
act but this way thinking of your inner soul
whats on the inside is what i want to hold
Wandering in my mind if this woman is true
so real so flawless so cool all this is you
like the rhythm in a jazz club you have a flow
that i feel so honored, inspired, happy to know
So funny that i can type all this on a computer screen
but when i see you in person i try hard not to be seen
Dont know why you seem so intimidating
when your smell alone is so invigorating
I wish you were here so i could look in your eyes
take a walk on the beach and look at the skies
Or maybe we could sit and talk and think about life
or whatever i dont care just be with me for tonight
We aint gotta have sex, kiss or do no things
im responsible too lets just wait for the rings
till then we can be close just let me feel your mind
while holding your hand and wishin you were mine
But im not gone jump gotta show that image
Im a hoodcat show no love until i get finished
and although it holds me back there nothing i can do
cuz i was raised in the streets im sorry but its true
so while i want to tell you all things i wanna say
I gotta keep to the code and put all that away
So until I change the rules or maybe where Im at
I gotta just be hard and hope you read all that
freeest time of my life, and Im lost without you
i dont really understand how to be so confident
be a rock a stone steadfast and a monument
but i feel soft as putty and light as a feather
soggy wet as rain but without the weather
dont really like being a weak man of feelings
cuz it doesnt really stop the pain or the healing
all it does is question my definition of manhood
but with all your radiant beauty what man could
act but this way thinking of your inner soul
whats on the inside is what i want to hold
Wandering in my mind if this woman is true
so real so flawless so cool all this is you
like the rhythm in a jazz club you have a flow
that i feel so honored, inspired, happy to know
So funny that i can type all this on a computer screen
but when i see you in person i try hard not to be seen
Dont know why you seem so intimidating
when your smell alone is so invigorating
I wish you were here so i could look in your eyes
take a walk on the beach and look at the skies
Or maybe we could sit and talk and think about life
or whatever i dont care just be with me for tonight
We aint gotta have sex, kiss or do no things
im responsible too lets just wait for the rings
till then we can be close just let me feel your mind
while holding your hand and wishin you were mine
But im not gone jump gotta show that image
Im a hoodcat show no love until i get finished
and although it holds me back there nothing i can do
cuz i was raised in the streets im sorry but its true
so while i want to tell you all things i wanna say
I gotta keep to the code and put all that away
So until I change the rules or maybe where Im at
I gotta just be hard and hope you read all that
The Journey Begins
Today is what we make it...and for my day I'm making work. I'll be providing some poetry today, feel free to use it on any woman you'd like. Maybe you'll have better luck than I did just may sure not to steal my lines because plagiarism never helps. In the meantime if any of you guys has some good lines lets hear it, just make sure you give crediit where credit is due, even if that means giving yoself props. Aight world ill get back at ya take it easy today nobody likes having a case of blue mondays
Back for the first time...again
So the last time that I posted I was in my junior college days so I have upgraded and now I'm on a mission to find all my old poems, writings, and any other material I have wrote. From now on I am only using all new material, all new information, all new news. Im back blogspot. thanx for holding my spot.
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