it 10:30 at night, and im still thinking about you
freeest time of my life, and Im lost without you
i dont really understand how to be so confident
be a rock a stone steadfast and a monument
but i feel soft as putty and light as a feather
soggy wet as rain but without the weather
dont really like being a weak man of feelings
cuz it doesnt really stop the pain or the healing
all it does is question my definition of manhood
but with all your radiant beauty what man could
act but this way thinking of your inner soul
whats on the inside is what i want to hold
Wandering in my mind if this woman is true
so real so flawless so cool all this is you
like the rhythm in a jazz club you have a flow
that i feel so honored, inspired, happy to know
So funny that i can type all this on a computer screen
but when i see you in person i try hard not to be seen
Dont know why you seem so intimidating
when your smell alone is so invigorating
I wish you were here so i could look in your eyes
take a walk on the beach and look at the skies
Or maybe we could sit and talk and think about life
or whatever i dont care just be with me for tonight
We aint gotta have sex, kiss or do no things
im responsible too lets just wait for the rings
till then we can be close just let me feel your mind
while holding your hand and wishin you were mine
But im not gone jump gotta show that image
Im a hoodcat show no love until i get finished
and although it holds me back there nothing i can do
cuz i was raised in the streets im sorry but its true
so while i want to tell you all things i wanna say
I gotta keep to the code and put all that away
So until I change the rules or maybe where Im at
I gotta just be hard and hope you read all that
